today, i decided to commit to journaling again, both in a way i'm used to (physically, in a sketchbook) and in a way that is completely foreign to me (extremely simple html web design that is really overwhelming and challenging right now). simply put, i have not been challenging myself enough, and if i continue on a path of comfort and consumption, i fear that i will stop growing and changing as a person. the idea of being the same person i am now forever is terrifying- i'm 20 years old, 5 years from a fully developed brain. i want to be a confident, well-rounded adult. committing to documenting my life and learning new skills will help me to develop my sense of self.
i am going to try to write a journal entry at least once a week, recapping the things that have been on my mind that week.
today's entry is a short one, considering it is 12:46 AM.